I've no idea how to describe myself.Little rascal? Not so. Small but yet really noisy.
I have weird eyesight, height & body size. I really
hate annoying pest but then again I'm one of them.
& everything seems big when you're small.
get it? Nevermind..
Don't know what's going on right now. Things are falling apart, so as my money. Can't think properly right now. Like I say before, too many things to do with not much time to complete it.
My plans are slowly going down the drain. Didn't expect to waste so much money at BBDC. Kept on failing practical 8.01 & that's like the last practical before TP test but still I can't pass. I've tried 7 attempts & only the last 2 practical was the best among the rest. Scored 12 points but had Immediately failure & that's like damn man! I'm left till 18 December too pass this shit. Just don't make me loose hope on this thing! Planning not to buy any bike but just completing the license thinge shit. Not so sure on that but not to worry I will make my decision sooner or later.
Around 164 days, 24 weeks left before I leave that place. I seriously can't wait! Still planning what to do after that. Many things that I wanted to do but all this depends on the party whether to accept me or not.
Recently I watched 2 movies. Raging Pheonix & 2012. Both is kinda interesting but I prefer raging pheonix. The 2012 movie story line is kinda slow & more to talking. Visual effects is amazing!
Heart still aching badly...
where did I go wrong? What when wrong? what did I do to deserve all this shit?
Peace out, Shit In!
5:11 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Is it that hard to let me just pass the freaking practical? Dammit I was recovering but all the pain came back after I know that I had one immediate failure. Darn it, kinda sad plus scared! Test coming real soon! Dad bugging me not to buy any bike but having the license is okay. Still thinking & wonder..
Okay lets change topic shall we? Don't know why I'm feeling so sick right now. No mood to do anything, dammit!
Nothing special to talk about. This week was quite tiring for me, went up and down the staircase. I think its more than 20 times! Argh my legs is killing me!
So finally I've turned 20. Did nothing for my birthday cause I'm stuck & my head hurt alot! Kinda fast you know. First half of your life you depend on your parents but now to think of it, I'm actually quite independent! My parents should be proud of me. Haha! I'm not here to advertise anything but Its true! =]
Happy 20th Birthday Idris!
Current status: STRESS! ( too many things to do but I've no time to complete all of it!)
Peace out, Shit In!
7:30 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Been very busy, infact too busy till I don't even know whats the meaning of "enjoy" or "relax". Even though I'm not doing anything but my mind is busy thinking of things to complete.
Damn, I didn't notice this is the 11 month of the year. Getting older & that age number is not going to stop. Need to plan fast or else I will be stuck. Oh come on! I just need to go on a holiday & think about nothing but to enjoy & relax my mind. My brain won't let me stop thinking about things that are supposed to be done!
Okay let me skip all those shitty stuff. Good news for me, congrats to me cause I just got gold for my ippt! Woohoo! & for my story at BBDC. PRAC 8.01 people! kinda happy but I just did the assessment & got 40 points. oh my god! the minimum requirement was to get 18 points or below but I screwed up during the test. I'm not going to revealed the TP test date, not till I finished it!
Knee hurting, head spinning, stomach killing me! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!
Peace out, Shit in!
12:29 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
It's been quite sometime since I update this rusty blog of mine. Seriously have no time to enjoy this few weeks. Booking my TP soon. Should be by December =]. Didn't knew that U-turn is freaking hard!
Well today was supposed to go to my friend house but family come first so went to my cousin house. That's my first and the last house visiting during the one month period. Can't blame myself cause everybody is freaking busy.
Won't be blogging that much as last time but I promise you I will when the time comes =}. Nothing else to say.
Peace out, Shit in!
7:28 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Regretting with a lot of things right now. Too many regrets will really make me go crazy.
At least I have improve from pass to silver =]. 10 more freaking cm and I will get the $200! & finally my 2.4 run have improved. From 10.08 mins to 9.28 mins! I'm still thinking, how the hell did I run the other day. Chin up from 10 to 12 =]. Okay whatever It's over. I'm still waiting for another IPPT.
Road lessons..
It was one of the most cock up lesson ever. Nearly get bang by a car. Never give way to pedestrian. Oh well I need to come back again so what the hell.. Monday Is my only chance to get it right, or else there won't be any more days I can do it. Night lessons are damn hard. Can't see properly. ARGH!
